

Couchsurfing in America—Diary of a Deadbeat
Dad
By Dave Ray
The shadow-box holds an album with an original painting of a state flag by
the author. The album is an unbound book containing thirteen postcard poems.
The poems, each named for a state, are rants and reminisces, some funny,
others poignant, all incisively Dave Ray.
Limited edition of 50.
illinois
"my son is writing a book
about the springfield
race riot of 1909." he was
drinking a coffee drink of some kind
"yeah. me too." i smiled.
"his is being published."
"mine too."
i looked at his shoes.
they were nice.
"who is publishing your book?"
i didn't answer. he told me
why his kid had a better book.
i finally agreed. i admitted i had
thought the riot was in 1908 and
hadn't really written about it.



Excerpt from
My First Love Was a Whore
Between the Thin Line
He was a broken man. He hated being a failure. He hated life, and everything
in it. He hated death. He hated fear. He hated being afraid of death. He
hated his brother. He hated his father. He hated his mother. He hated his
son. He hated hate. He hated love. He hated Jesus. He hated Satan. He hated
republicans. He hated democrats. He hated missing his son’s birthday.
He hated that he couldn’t write in first person. He hated that some
people wouldn’t get that joke. He hated that the ones who would get
it would only find it mildly amusing. He would have hated his job, but he
didn’t have one. He hated not having a job. He hated that he couldn’t
maintain any relationship.He hated his friends. He hated that the people
around him thought they knew him. He hated that no one knew him. He hated
that he wouldn’t let people know him. He hated that he didn’t
know himself. He was a broken man. He hated art.
